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Pain

by Immolated moTh

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1.
Suffer in peace Our lives Our lives The persecuted who did nothing so hated in this present day unwanted for our bodies are broken wishing we would go away relentless abuse and accusations from those who will never know even a part of what I go through each day And so my hateful feelings grow never asked for this disease it chose me I never stood a fucking chance against it slowly eating me from the insides my golden future now turned to shit now despised and worthless to this world unwanted useless parasite it doesn’t matter how hard I tried in this society I won’t fit right Sick and ill and abled differently I sing alone this dark hymn the healthy always seem to forget if not for us it would be them the loss of everything so hard to accept my friends my life my love despairing for the life that lays ahead shouting hate to the cruel gods above The sooner that we die the better off they are so they attack relentlessly permanent accusations and suspicion as if I lost my life willingly I was told that it was very wrong To wish that bad would befall others but I wish they all had my disease maybe then I wouldn’t have to suffer now despised and worthless to this world unwanted useless parasite it doesn’t matter how hard I tried in this society I won’t fit right Sick and ill and abled differently I sing alone this dark hymn the healthy always seem to forget if not for us it would be them Break/guitar solo now despised and worthless to this world unwanted useless parasite it doesn’t matter how hard I tried in this society I won’t fit right Sick and ill and abled differently I sing alone this dark hymn the healthy always seem to forget if not for us it would be them Why won’t you let us suffer in peace Why won’t you let us suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Suffer in peace Our lives Our lives Suffer in... now despised and worthless to this world unwanted useless parasite it doesn’t matter how hard I tried in this society I won’t fit right Sick and ill and abled differently I sing alone this dark hymn the healthy always seem to forget if not for us it would be them
2.
Anger 05:03
Anger The rage that builds inside it grows and it burns my heart it doesn’t help me change what’s happening Wont let me fix this world it is fed by pain and visions it responds to what I see and hear it waits to explode out of my mind it is a part of me I truly fear This anger is a chain wrapped around my life binding my heart and mind in permanent strife I need to find a way to free my soul A life of peace and love my only goal Counting back from 10 does nothing deep breathing makes me strong I feel the need for destruction I want to kill but I know it’s wrong want to take on the whole world because now I no longer care about myself or well being consumed by rage mind not here I have all of this anger and pain inside of me it is fuelled and grows with everything in this world i see piling down on me all of the hate and war I don’t want to I don’t know if I can be here anymore This anger is a chain wrapped around my life binding my heart and mind in permanent strife I need to find a way to free my soul A life of peace and love my only goal
3.
Insidious Despicable Sickness Insidious despicable sickness humans I see the hatred of what you have become a monstrous creation of greed worth less than scum your rotting puss filled carcass will be my prize Dead victims will rejoice and pray for your demise You are one of the worst there is has been and will ever be Evil genocidal plans from your mind are fucking obscene your lack of compassion betrays your poisoned putrid soul Your monstrous disposition causing suicides untold humans all suffering in the name of your evil hate for those who cannot walk and cannot work you think they’re a waste As you live your wealthy life of filthy greed and luxury keep thinking you’re okay one day you’ll die brutally there’s only so much that the dying can endure and survive and when they come for you nothing in this world will save your life your flesh will be torn up and separated from your bones your dead victims music will be your screams and moans You deserve nothing less for what you have done causing such misery for those who are suffering your afterlife is laid out bare pain eternally invisible illness and permanent pain are your gift from me The souls of the tortured that your hate has displaced waiting in Hell for you to take your rightful place your Lords of your suffering and pain we will become eternal torture taunting pain and burning sun too hot to breathe your flesh on fire hooks pulling your part glass Shreds your veins and peels your skin as I rip out your heart this shrivelled pus filled sack has never known compassion as I rip out your eyes and throw them in the fire ashen your screams make us laugh we only want to hear them more and now you will suffer in hell for now forevermore I see the hatred of what you have become a monstrous creation of greed worth less than scum your rotting puss filled carcass will be my prize Dead victims will rejoice and pray for your demise You deserve nothing less for what you have done causing such misery for those who are suffering your afterlife is laid out bare pain eternally invisible illness and permanent pain are your gift from me Insidious Despicable Sickness Humans I am ashamed Of my hate For you
4.
Ecocide 07:02
Ecocide Burning polluting choking air breaking the Earth to extract the filthy chemistry destroying anything in rampant quest for energy consuming and abusing a finite resource ignoring all that’s there from hemp and sun to wind and sea But there is no money if they can get the energy for free Driven by greed psychotic monsters they all be And now everything suffers and these people do not care they have their money but no shame or pain or heart or despair for those sick poisoned souls can destroy with impunity they will not stop until the world is dead but they won’t see So you must die I grab your throat and dig my fingers you cannot breathe now your eyes bulge never considered that you would die like this And as you are drilling down into the Earth’s heart pumping poisonous chemicals deep into her flesh you start setting fires and explosions in places humans should never be these methods that kill the planet only benefit greed They only take and burn and destroy and then fucking consume and with the route they are going there will be nothing left very soon murdering the Earth for this fictional thing called money I have no tolerance for eco-side they will die by me you will see a toxic bacteriological poison infection to burn up their insides there is no hope of remission I’ll poison their organs as they poison the mother Earth I’ll take my time and make it slow they will regret their birth Your lungs are bleeding abscesses leaking pus filling up inside your chest toxicity builds up and you are poisoned coughing and choking now close to death I’m drilling deep into your cells like you do you do you the earthen crust flooding once clean now filthy bloodstream turning white blood cells to dust And now you’re gasping so hard to breathe infected bronchials man-made disease filthy bacteria will fill your air cancerous lesions life sometimes fair The planets burning the seas are boiling the air is poisoned and they don’t care killing this beautiful and precious planet all in the name of such a vicious greed pursuit of money an artificial construct over and above life and humanity Now you created me I’ll make you suffer I’m going to treat you Worse than any other And when it’s all gone away and they’re screaming alone agony from internal bleeding inflammation of the brain uncontrollable bowels and guts Bleeding sores and ulcers all of this and so much more as they perish and suffer and as I take hold and go hard they start to lose and see all of the pain and damage to the Earth and to humanity everything they caused will be in their mind will stay there but I can’t make them change and I cannot make them care they gasp for breath and cough up blood and beg their Lord to save their soul but God does not care and I will take them to Satan’s hole and here they’ll suffer and burn and bleed for all eternity the devils playthings his favourite to torture they will be So you must die I grab your throat and dig my fingers you cannot breathe now your eyes bulge never considered that you would die like this Your lungs are bleeding abscesses leaking pus filling up inside your chest toxicity builds up and you are poisoned coughing and choking now close to death
5.
Interrupted reality Sinking deepening fragility my mind is broken and weary of this world the tasks before me separation of realities insecurities no conviction and perception of myself Presently what is real manifestation of a blackened seal fragmentation of psychiatry disappearing interrupted reality no longer present mentally shattered psyche diminished sanity Mourning loss of self imperceptible who else Draining ability of believing Enperceptory convincing inner self mentally I am unwell Presently what is real manifestation of a blackened seal fragmentation of psychiatry disappearing interrupted reality no longer present mentally shattered psyche diminished sanity Presently what is real manifestation of a blackened seal fragmentation of psychiatry disappearing interrupted reality Interrupted reality Presently what is real manifestation of a blackened seal fragmentation of psychiatry disappearing interrupted reality
6.
Extinction 07:50
Extinction Die humans I have seen the future of the human race this rotten species mostly a disgrace you see them burning all their surrounds self-inflicted disease and poisoning put themselves into the ground Murdering molesting abusing rotting filth polluting Ever warring Prizing money above all else for your greed you will find one day soon you will have no earth Self-determined utter destruction decimation of your own world subconscious truths a cancerous species removing your selves from this scorched earth sooner you’re all gone this planet can start to heal and we can take our place of land sea and field four-legged domination will come one day we can see humans have no time before way Betrayal genocide raping rotting filth Pus filled disease spreading prizing money above all else for your greed you will find one day soon you will have no earth And one day soon all the animals will rise As humanity will cower and witness their own demise Brought about by their own Greed and stupidity One day soon This you will all see Human extinction Planetary cleansing Animals will take back this earth This earth This earth This earth This earth This earth This earth This earth
7.
The bloody hunter He’s been tracking his prey for hours now it’s nearly in his grasp He beds himself down and hides this creature will soon breathe its last sighting down his scope he waits try to quiet his His pounding heart He has been hunting for hours he hears a snap stick behind him breaks he stops and turns around to see behind his arm pinned down he sees death before his eyes The bloody hunter What is that thing looking at my son I’ve seen that thing before I’ve seen the damage done but this here is my home my right to defend my home and children from dangerous men he turns and sees me but it’s too late my paw the size of his head I’ve ripped off his face I swipe with my other insides go everywhere I think he regrets now His time here is done the bloody hunter
8.
Complexity 07:24
Superior complexity This is what it feels like to be inside your own mind a place to call home Exist in isolation this life has no refrain a constant complication fires up my confused brain a complete lack of ability to comprehend what’s going on this world is so mean strange and tough I don’t think I will last long my wiring is just different something I cannot change I know I don’t think like them but I don’t want to change my brain you say I should get it that I should understand but I think my mind is okay your perception be damned Looking down Thorn of Crown blood rains in cognisant existence The space around my true self allows me all to see becoming so judgemental of the hypocrisy and arrogance of mankind a burnt and dirty spear I feel my soul approaching an empty pit of fear doubting all of the reasons I have to still remain a broken symphony of death fills up my picture frame into a world I realised there is no faith my dear this is a broken world and I don’t know why I am here Breaking cognition light of Serene empty soul castration species so obscene I stand in the wilderness the world I feel and wear too much on my shoulders I should not have to bear aching for all the broken who did not make it through the brutal pain of life that we all one day succumb to too many act as if it does not affect their fears they are inadequate emotional failures now feeling I am better than most of the world i see diagnosis disorder superior complexity Collapsing tranquillity frame of mind condemnation guilty knife of time
9.
Heavy Rain 06:31
Heavy rain Fear I am terrified I hear the sounds of death falling into nothing All innocence is bled the cold and searing fragments brick and bone and it falls the end of all Am I still living to be in here no longer a future in my grasp not near and so it leaves life left behind My world is now gone all things are destroyed The directions pathways broken there is nowhere left to go looking inward I find nothing where was hope now is death My soul has gone this world is wrong always at killing No one is living now it starts again I hear and wonder when the end and over nothing more than fields of clover waiting for death for peace evermore entire life lived in a war so it comes ground collapsing life is war death of hope Rain falls down

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Brutal and deep Death metal from someone who should not even be alive today, nine tracks of carefully constructed chaos.

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released August 13, 2018

Written, performed, and produced by Thom Bleasdale

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Immolated moTh England, UK

Having survived a serious misdiagnosis and long term mistreatment, Thom is now living with severe fibromyalgia in almost complete isolation. His music is dark, brutal, carefully constructed chaos.

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