Name: Complexity
Duration: P00H07M24S
Description: I'm high functioning autistic. My brain is wired differently.

Complexity

from Pain by Immolated moTh

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I'm high functioning autistic. My brain is wired differently.

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Superior complexity

This is what it feels like to be inside your own mind a place to call home

Exist in isolation this life has no refrain
a constant complication fires up my confused brain
a complete lack of ability to comprehend what’s going on
this world is so mean strange and tough I don’t think I will last long
my wiring is just different something I cannot change
I know I don’t think like them but I don’t want to change my brain
you say I should get it that I should understand but I think my mind is okay your perception be damned

Looking down
Thorn of Crown
blood rains in
cognisant existence

The space around my true self allows me all to see
becoming so judgemental of the hypocrisy
and arrogance of mankind a burnt and dirty spear I feel my soul approaching an empty pit of fear doubting all of the reasons I have to still remain
a broken symphony of death fills up my picture frame
into a world I realised there is no faith my dear this is a broken world and I don’t know why I am here

Breaking cognition
light of Serene
empty soul castration
species so obscene

I stand in the wilderness the world I feel and wear
too much on my shoulders I should not have to bear
aching for all the broken who did not make it through
the brutal pain of life that we all one day succumb to
too many act as if it does not affect their fears they are inadequate emotional failures
now feeling I am better than most of the world i see
diagnosis disorder superior complexity

Collapsing tranquillity
frame of mind
condemnation guilty
knife of time

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from Pain, released August 13, 2018

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Immolated moTh England, UK

Having survived a serious misdiagnosis and long term mistreatment, Thom is now living with severe fibromyalgia in almost complete isolation. His music is dark, brutal, carefully constructed chaos.